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[30 Nov 2009|06:31pm] |
I was up all night.
( QUESTIONS )
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[30 Nov 2009|02:53pm] |
Thankful check list...
Best boyfriend ever....check.
Perfectly sweet children....check.
Awesome little brother....check.
Good Job....check.
Looking foward to birthdays and Christmas...double check.
Good friends and good times....SUPER check.
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| Semi-Charmed Kinda Life |
[30 Nov 2009|02:33pm] |
I get a call from a friend the other day who wanted to share some good new with me about their life. Getting calls like that remind me that life carries on and that happiness while fleeting will always return to us time and time again.
I haven't been around all that much lately because honestly I have been doing a lot of thinking over this past year, well past couple of years for me. God these last couple of years have been ridiculas mostly. I know that most of that is due to my own stupidity and stuff and I guess I can accept that. Actually, I feel like despite everything I've come out for the better, stronger, and hopefully wiser.
And thankful, I have some of the greatest friends and family memebers who have stuck by me and helped me more than they should have had too, but I am grateful to them all.
Now we just have to make it through Christmas this year and welcome a new year with a new start right?
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[30 Nov 2009|10:30am] |
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[30 Nov 2009|01:43am] |
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I even surprise myself. Never saw this coming.
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[28 Nov 2009|09:19pm] |
Generally this time of year has me a bit down and ready to hide away from the world. I plaster on a smile, I drink my coffee and I smoke and I try not to think about things that can't be changed. Thanksgiving is usually easily avoided. Having never celebrated it despite living in this country since I was sixteen and having an American father, I finally attended my first. It was fun, although I still don't understand American football or what it has to do with the Indians feeding settlers. Although now that it's over, Christmas seems to be everywhere and when I need a distraction, its not there. Somehow, though I don't know how, I have a small break until I film again. I still haven't decided what to do with all this time. Stay in LA, spend some time in London, find a secluded beach and ignore the rest of the world. No idea.
Although I have to admit, I will miss filming Dollhouse which has been more fun that I ever could have imagined. The stunts, the costumes, the co-stars. It's just been wicked. And Ian, besides becoming a friend, is such a huge talent. And it's such a pleasure being in his company. Such an amazing bloke. I would almost feel bad that he has to spend so much time with his shirt off, but as the rest of us enjoy it, I don't. I will freely admit that it is the best part of the day sometimes. Like when it brought a smile to my face the other day when I came down with this twenty four hour bug. Which was not fun. I was weak, tired and I spent the entire day in bed. Luckily my doctor is a fantastic bloke who makes house calls. That man can perform magic, a few hours later and I was feeling much better. Not that I'm pushing it. I plan on spending the rest of the weekend. After all, the doctor did prescribe rest....
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[27 Nov 2009|06:45pm] |
Hi everyone. This is Emile Merle, 17, and face of Taylor Lautner. He has the DJ/Music credits of David Guetta. I'm getting his first entry together now, and he is on his second album, first one coming out last year. He was born in France and raised by his artist mother, when he was 11 they moved to New York. He has never met his father or really care anymore at this point. He graduated high school early, just when he was able to let out his first album (home schooling). He loves everything about the arts, he's really high maintenance and is into designer labels. Emile does enjoy the nightlife and is into the partying crowd right now, and just really enjoys his life right now.
Friends, enemies, possible love interests, give me anything.
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[26 Nov 2009|10:12am] |
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Kian is dragging me to a Thanksgiving dinner today. My Thanksgivings usually consist of me doing shots of wild turkey, but he’s that’s not a real Thanksgiving. I’m Irish that is pretty damn close to me. Plus I have to think about Gabby she is with me this year and she is excited about going to her first dinner. As long as Gabby is with me I think I’m safe from someone trying to stab me with a sharp object. No really, this should be fun. I’m meeting new people and I don’t do that much anymore. I have a few things to be grateful about this year. One being my daughter and the others beings friends. Without them I would have never made it out the dark. The band is doing pretty good. I have a blast playing wherever I can and there is still talk of a 4Sure tour. I hope where ever Jade is she is having a good Thanksgiving. I miss seeing that girls face. All our meets consist of phone call and talking with our people. I remember a time we were stuck with each other no matter what. Man how things have change. I mean they are great and getting better that is for sure but now I just feel old. Another thing to be grateful about is that I’m a million dollars richer. I’ll be waiting for me check Kian. I love when I’m right. For someone like me who has had so many fuck ups in one life I sure am right a lot. I guess I’m getting wise in old age.
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| Thanksgiving update: |
[26 Nov 2009|09:51am] |
-Gabs is hiding like always.
-I really wish Gwyn and Parker would stop talking dirty. I’m going to puke turkey.
-Dylan brought a GIRL to the house! And she is so pretty! I bet he is happy there is more men in this house.
-Mia just got yams down her shirt and why does she keep looking at Parker like that?
-Dave is sitting in the basement with Daddy. I wonder what they are talking about?
-Levi and Brecken are being passed around like dolls.
-Bella is in the kitchen with mama cooking pies and waiting to lick the spoon.
-Evie is kicking ass at connect four.
-And me….I’m just so in love with my family.
I hope my LA family is having just as much fun.
Mel, Zu, Kian, Nate, Peter I’m thinking about you all! My heart is with you!
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[26 Nov 2009|10:25pm] |
Hey everyone! I'm putting this girl out for some lines. Her younger sister is ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tffy. I'm looking for their father who would have his own career. I'm also looking for anything else - friendships, a relationship, or anyone who has worked with her on any of the projects she has done (Cabaret and Chicago). Credits can be found here. Let me know if anyone is interested.
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[25 Nov 2009|08:51am] |
Doubt is a bitch. It’s poison and can seep into every pore of your body if you are not careful. I have taken a big risk and every step I take is like a new me. I’m surrounded by something new that even shocks me. Change is a blessing. The realization of what is most important to you is like a big wake up call. It’s saves you if you let it happen, once you get through that hard ride of trying to be something you never thought you get close to it so much more worth it when you have something to fight for. All those walls you put up and closing yourself off to world is safe, but is it living? Putting yourself in harm’s way can be scary and you hit the ground almost every time. You feel something though and that numb feeling you thought was better has become something so much more. You let something in and now you just need more of it. It’s okay to break the rules and not look back. That looking back only poisons the mind. So when that change happens it hits you like a ray of sun. You wake up and you're alive for maybe the first time in your life. You're still scared everyday because you don’t know what is going to happen at the end of the day, yet it’s still better than being wounded forever and not moving on.
You still making mistakes along the way, but this time it’s okay. Because you realize that you're human now and everyone has wounds. Working through it their own way. All that time wasted with being stubborn and proud really dose hold you back. It’s taken me this long however and I finally figured it out. It’s only gets in your way when you need to see the bigger picture. So in all when life cuts you and you bleed knowing it will heal. The scares will still be there and when you look at them you are learning from them.
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| The torch(er) has been passed to me. |
[24 Nov 2009|06:29pm] |
ASK ME QUESTIONS
It’s time for all the questions you have ever wanted to ask me. It’s now or never.
Questions are screened. Do your worse.
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[24 Nov 2009|07:37pm] |
WATCH THIS SPACE!
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[23 Nov 2009|01:31pm] |
Ripley's going on tour in February, starting in Europe and by 2011, she'll be ending it in the US. But she needs some support acts, at least one for each leg of the tour so you can find the tour dates, here. I want to get a couple more acts in the mix before there's an official post about it in the community. Ripley is a pop/dance artist but she loves to mix it up and appreciates all kinds of music so any act of any genre is welcome to join her on tour.
And also, be sure to comment the Christmas post if you want your character involved. Please post all songs/questions, here. I'm working on making the style sheet pretty for that now and I'll post it in a couple weeks.
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[23 Nov 2009|02:17am] |
This is Kaydee Marlow, with the face of Nina Debrev and the Singing Voice Of Miranda Lambert. Kaydee is a very southern girl, born in Jackson, Tennessee. She was an army brat. She's lived all over the US. Her dad, active in the military and her mother, a songwriter. Her mom was how she got started in the business. She would sing on most of her mom's demos, and it just feel into the right hands. She is a firm believer in Southern Hospitality, and couldn't be mean to you if she tried. At 23, she's very mature. and has been through a lot relationship wise. She doesn't like to date guys her age. The older the better for her. And if you date her and piss her off, you better watch out, she's probably got a song about you.
She needs everything! friends, family, exes, whatever you need that you that she'll fit, throw it at me!
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[22 Nov 2009|03:00pm] |
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Hey everyone! I'm throwing this girl out there for some lines now that I have her pretty much all ironed out. (I'm still waiting to hear back from elichapman about a plot.) She's cousin to lydialondon with whom she starred on the Mickey Mouse Club from 1995 to 1997. After that, she ventured off into country music(she has the claim of LeAnn Rimes). Natalie is somewhat unpredictable, which the media loves. She has a hard time maintaining relationships, so anyone that would need for an ex-girlfriend would be great! All of her info is in her journal and basically, I would really love some lines that have some substance to them. Soooo, let's plot!
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[22 Nov 2009|11:45am] |
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Hi everyone! I'm thinking of bringing in this Eva Green as a rising star in the late '90s who sort of disappeared off the map to go to college, and has been somewhat of a "disappointment" since returning to acting. Her tentative credits are in this journal. Any potential costars around, past or present? I'd love to discuss lines while I flesh her out, and I may adjust her credits based on feedback. I'm very open to plotting of all kinds, so feel free to suggest anything and everything!
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